I just write down how I feel when I'm pissed with myself/the world. I can't figure myself out out let alone the rest of the human race, may it be male or female. I can't figure this out how instead of saying my thoughts and how I feel; I make myelf sick worrying and thinking about it. I just want to break down and cry......but I won't let myself ( Read more... )

Wow.
I'm too emotional.
waay to emotional.

Why don't I just turn off my emotion?
God knows.

hmph.

I'm content with where we're at. I know that he cares and I'm not....just a piece of ass. It's comfoting to know this. But rawr, did he get caught? It's weighing on my mind, and I can't stand it. I haven't talked to him whichs makes me fear the worst. But I can't let myself worry too much. God has a plan, and if it's not for us to be together, then ( Read more... )

that's what my brain is like right now. This is my first entry, and it's depressing. greeat. w/e. What's new. I go through this daily. HAPPY sad HAPPY sad. It's getting old. I'm tired of waiting. Of crazzies, and missing calls. I had so much to say...and now. Now it will wait. Until 11:00? Tomorrow night? Sunday? I have no clue, and if you know me ( Read more... )