I dreamt that Dorp had come back. He was sitting on an ironing board. I recognized him. He climbed onto my shoulder and wondered if I had died and he was going to be my psychopomp.

Sadly, this was a dream.

Antaux du jaroj, Dorpo mortinta. Mi mankas lin cxiujtage. Kvankam unua amiko diris, "Li estis via familiaro" kaj estas vera. Ankau mi pensas pri Dorpo, mi esperas li felicxas paradizon, kaj li atendas por min. Cxiam (preskaux) nokte, mi pregxas Sanktulo Francisko protekti Dorpo kaj cxiujn bestojn de la najbarejo. Cxu mi haltus kaj permesi Dorpo ( Read more... )

All day Dorpy was on my mind. Kept tearing up something fierce. I kept thinking about travelling the world with him. Taking a raft down a river together. Forever inseparable.

Maybe when I die, I'll find him there waiting for me.

First I had a dream where Gene Steinberg kept getting mentioned. Gene Steinberg, for those unacquainted with forteana, is the host of The Paracast. He's notorious for his frequent emails begging for money because his life is a complete train wreck. He claims to have been evicted more than ten times, drowning under mounting medical bills, yet he's ( Read more... )

This is the prayer I composed to St. Francis, who holds vigil over Dorpy's grave ( Read more... )

After therapy on Tuesday, at the suggestion of my therapist, I purchased the generic Excedrin Migraine for these persistent headaches.

I am hoping I'm not going to be like Chimpler declaring "mission accomplished" back in 2003. One pill later, the pain was gone and appears to be staying gone.


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Last night I dreamt I was using a European bathroom. My Scottish friend was there talking to me from the door. I didn't even have a towel over my legs ( Read more... )

I'm anxious right now. Hoping this is just being overtired which makes me irrational.

Sat out and spoke to Dorpy, I knew something wanted tl come out but it's all tangled up in my head and heart.

Recently I've been researching Jupiter's moons, Arthurian legends, and reading Station General.

Last night after a knock-down, drag-out argument with my wife over how I'm an awful husband and my desire to leave, I went behind the garage to talk with Dorpy ( Read more... )

I've been having two significant earworms.

First earworm happened after I lost my little boy. It's Neutral Milk Hotel's "In The Aeroplane Over The Sea'.

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He was a such a beautiful little boy. My heart. It's been constant, only waning during my recent trip out to Colorado ( Read more... )