I'm done with written exams! English was kind of a disappointment for me. I don't know what happened. I was doing okay, then I got to the last question and from there on everything went downhill, translation and composition went crappy. I hope I'm just making a big fuss about nothing. Maybe it really wasn't good, but at least german was cool, so ( Read more... )

This morning I got a text message from butterfly. That she was hoping my first exam went well, that she was hoping I was doing okay. I was just lying in bed reading, after a horrible lunch with my extended family ten minutes after I woke up, and as soon as I read her words, what did I do? I got up, turned on the computer and sat here hoping that ( Read more... )

So I just watched the ending of scrubs. The grand finale. And I'm like... totally blown away. That was awesome! Never seen a better series finale than this one.
The bad thing is - all that stuff about leaving, starting a new part of your life, having your own personal future? Fucking hell, that's just like the worst moment I could have watched this ( Read more... )

I was reasonable last night. I texted her and asked her when we could talk instead of waiting any longer and hoping against hope that she would just turn up like that. And we spent the day talking.

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I can't put my life on hold for her. I've done it more than once, a lot more than just once. And no matter how glad, how happy I've always been to have her, in the end it's always come down to waiting for her. I hate waiting for her.

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