Wow, I have become really bad at updating this. I mentioned that on the collab channel that I share with jinxycat and musical_junkie (http://youtube.com/WereAdultsNow) on Monday and that made me want to start updating this again. I'll be honest right now and say it's not gonna be daily. But I'll try harder ( Read more... )

I feel like I've got a lot of hypothetical things to think about lately. There are things that might happen, and if they do, I have ideas of what I might do in response. But it feels weird, to be surrounded by so much uncertainty. I'm not unhappy, though. Just anxious ( Read more... )

All sorts of emotions have been running through my mind the past few days. One of my coworkers at the museum died on Monday, we think of a heart attack. He didn't come into the museum, and they worried. When he didn't come in on Tuesday, they contacted the authorities who broke into his house, didn't find anyone... found his car parked in a ( Read more... )

Gray skies melting into green trees. I think the only thing I'll miss about living in this condo will be the views from my window. The trees and sky at sunset time. It's never the same. The sky is the color gray that is uncapturable in pictures. Pictures make it look lighter. This is a gunmetal sort of gray, similar to the color of old ( Read more... )

This week has been crazy active for me ( Read more... )

Conversations with my sister about jobs have made me feel like I'm unworthy of every job I apply for. Granted, it doesn't help that I haven't been called for an interview very often, but even when I am, I'm filled with all of this self-doubt. I've grown used to getting disappointed, in that department. A lot of departments, actually ( Read more... )

I feel like I bottle up a lot of tension. I need to stop that.

( Cut for thoughts. Long-winded, stream-of-consciousness, I-just-have-to-get-these-out thoughts )

I have finally told my sister that I'm moving out in May. She has gone from practically trying to force me out to being surprised and thinking that it's a bad idea. How quickly she changes once she realizes that I actually want something. She told me that, when I am back with our parents, I should call her and do things with her because she's ( Read more... )