Where I want to be and who I want to be and doing what I always said I would and yet I feel I haven't won at all.

Lately, I haven't been able to listen to just one song from Chess. If one comes up on random, I have to stop it and play the whole thing from the beginning. I am a nerd. Especially cos I was singing along loudly while opening DVDs ( Read more... )

I feel like I bottle up a lot of tension. I need to stop that.

( Cut for thoughts. Long-winded, stream-of-consciousness, I-just-have-to-get-these-out thoughts )