i will not come running back with my tail between my legs

i dont know why i've been writing in this more offten, i guess its just a good way to get things off my chest. i dont like to talk to ppl in real life i guess. i dont want to seem self centered and selfish, i like to listen to other ppls problems and help them, i keep mine bottled up. i suppose thats why i like lj. anyway back to what i want to ( Read more... )

i didnt think that he would effect me so much. here i am, a year later, after all the bullshit and hurt he put me through and i still think about him. he truly broke my heart. he promised, he knew everything that had happened. i was able to be open with him. i did so much shit. and every time i saw him and he mentioned her i wondered if it ( Read more... )

the record goes from blue to gold
so thank you for all your help
I know you want to jump around
but try to contain yourself
you always struck me as the type to take it lightly
but now you’re gonna have to shut your mouth or fight me…

backstabber, backstabber….

you’re all alone you’re all over  
the popular magazines will never care what do you care
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i just want to be better then her at something.....anything

last night....for the 1st time in 4 years...i cried about erin...im sure many of you know that she died 4 years ago today, hopefully sometime soon they will find cystal, the girl that killed her, guilty.  but last night me and my mom were talking about the trial, today the coroner talked about erins injuries.  when my dad told me erin died i ( Read more... )

so i have some good news...but its kinda sad.....well next thursday it will be 4 years since erin died...after 4 years there has been no trial....but i am happy yet upset to say that the trial is next week ( Read more... )

im so sick of ppl telling me how good i am then never getting a good part

i only gont one shitty part...2 lines...i didnt even get 2 shitty parts

i really miss my sister...and she just left this morning....ive been like crying on and off all day....i didnt think id be so upset....i think it just makes it a little worse that my parents arint home...and ive been home by myself most of the day cause i didnt feel like going out cause i thought i would just start crying and embarese my self.... ( Read more... )

snakes on a plane........FUCKIN AMAZING!! lol it was pretty good movie...it was hillarious! ok im done....good movie