Tryin to think what to tell you, not much in the air ( Read more... )

Was J's last day. And during the day I didn't think much about it, except at the end when I felt a little down and then isolated. And of course because this is the beginning of the end of my obsession I do my favourite thing and try to dissect it ( Read more... )

They say my grandfather is dying(my mother's father and the last of my grandparents). At the most he will be in hospital for a good many months. He has bacterial pneumonia which in theory should respond to antibiotics ( Read more... )

Paul Simon's Graceland in the background... replying my old uni pals wedding invite...daydreaming of going to see t3, and seein the first two as a kid ( Read more... )

should have seen my lunch hour in the staff room. This lady who works for our dept in town hall, she brought in her babby and let us all have a cuddle. He was so adorable and very obligingly didn't cry at all. I loved him. I wish a cousin or some other relative would get marreid and have sprogs so I could borrow one occassionally. I'd love to be a ( Read more... )

My Dad ( Read more... )

But in the meantime today in a sort of it's all over type frame of mind I found myself daydreaming a convo with J about why I've acted the way I did about him ( Read more... )

Bored bored bored at home serious yawning ( Read more... )

I thought I was just getting over this annoying J thing when today yet again I'm all twitchy. I don't even like him as a person very much. I don't need this ( Read more... )

well I packed quite a bit in but it just didn't really feel that holidayish. Monday night saw my family and my uncle the priest at an open air amateur production of much ado about nothing in the windsor castle gardens. It was fun, and unlike my mum I didn't mind the war time dress although they didn't do much with it, it was just kinda there, ( Read more... )