My last post was all about me being a senior...and yesterday was my last day as a senior.

Time travels waaayyy too fast sometimes.

So today was my first day of senior year, but when I walked into school I didn't feel like a senior. I felt just the same as before except no one older then me was actually at the school. However, when I got home that all changed.

I was sitting on my window seat reading about atheism for Comparative Religions when BAM, being a senior just hit me ( Read more... )

So you might be proud of yourself for "tricking" me into taking Sarah out to breakfast, but I have news for you.

I wanted to go with just Sarah anyway, you would of ruined the party.

so HA.

9 long crazy months, and it seems harder now then it was 9 months ago. My sister was right, the shock factor is totally gone making reality hit 4564 times harder. It seems like just yesterday I was up at the cottage with him, sitting in the family room with a fire in the fireplace watching some really cheesy Monday Nitro wrestling on TV, or up in ( Read more... )

That hit the nail right on the head.

Emotions suck. That is the only word I can think of right now to describe it.
Stress sucks. All of this is building up, and it is time to let it all out.

For some reason this weekend, I broke down, again. Waves of anger, sadness, confusion, all crashed down on me. I miss my father. I miss him a hell of a lot. More ( Read more... )

...seems to come up a lot in my daily conversations. I always end up saying something about how much I love sleep, and if I could sleep all day I would. People then always ask, "Why would you want to sleep all day? You are wasting perfectly good time sleeping. There are so many things you could be doing." Well, people saying that got me to thinking ( Read more... )

...literally.

Today my mother and I drove to Iowa on the beginning of our college road trip. Driving for 5 hours lead me to do some thinking. Thinking I wouldn't always do otherwise.
So I dedicate this to one person.
That person being Allison Smith.

While I was doing all that thinking, I thought about us and our relationship and how we came to be best ( Read more... )

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So in the past two weeks, I have only been in school for 4 days. Thank you cold days, Model UN, and snow days ( Read more... )

you know it is weird how something so little can trigger so much in a person. Here I was finally moving on. Getting my life back to normal, well, as normal as it can be, yet it can all come crashing down before me all over again.

Something as little as seeing a preview for the movie The Bucket List. Jack Nicholson looks WAYYY toooo much like my ( Read more... )