Whoa.
So today was my first day of senior year, but when I walked into school I didn't feel like a senior. I felt just the same as before except no one older then me was actually at the school. However, when I got home that all changed.
I was sitting on my window seat reading about atheism for Comparative Religions when BAM, being a senior just hit me like a train.
I know some people do not enjoy when I bring up college, but the reality is I am going to college in just a year. Extremely soon I will be applying to colleges, and it is crazy to think that in just a year I will be attending ONE of those schools. This is my last year seeing sooo many of my friends. Some I have gone to school with for 10 years now. That is just mind blowing to me for some reason. All of a sudden things are just going to end.
Don't get me wrong a year is still a long time, I mean I will still have plently of time with my friends this year, but if put in perspective of life it really isn't that long at all.
I guess what I am saying is that I want this year to be a GOOD year. I want to have fun, even through the extrememly stressful moments ahead with college apps and all that jazz, I still want to ENJOY my senior year. So I am going to try to live this year the fullest.
I think that is the point of me writing this. By writing this I want to put all the sad thoughts about last time doing this, and last time seeing that, and just live in the moment, not dwell on what is going to happen, or what has happened, and just be happy.
so to that I say....
...whose with me?
I was sitting on my window seat reading about atheism for Comparative Religions when BAM, being a senior just hit me like a train.
I know some people do not enjoy when I bring up college, but the reality is I am going to college in just a year. Extremely soon I will be applying to colleges, and it is crazy to think that in just a year I will be attending ONE of those schools. This is my last year seeing sooo many of my friends. Some I have gone to school with for 10 years now. That is just mind blowing to me for some reason. All of a sudden things are just going to end.
Don't get me wrong a year is still a long time, I mean I will still have plently of time with my friends this year, but if put in perspective of life it really isn't that long at all.
I guess what I am saying is that I want this year to be a GOOD year. I want to have fun, even through the extrememly stressful moments ahead with college apps and all that jazz, I still want to ENJOY my senior year. So I am going to try to live this year the fullest.
I think that is the point of me writing this. By writing this I want to put all the sad thoughts about last time doing this, and last time seeing that, and just live in the moment, not dwell on what is going to happen, or what has happened, and just be happy.
so to that I say....
...whose with me?