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"What a bunch of cock .. roaches."
-my dad
I was nudged .. by the infamous oline! Pft, how dare you nudge me when you haven't updated in like .. ODG you've updated later than me. Fail! Anywho, I LIVE! Because I know some people are beginning to think I'm slipped my noggin on the adoption room floor and have been dead for the past few weeks.
I don't feel like updating at the present time, but I have tomorrow off, so who knows. I should say something about how my sister's birthday went, and about how I want to give my manager an ultimatum concerning the treatment of animals in the store ... but I'm sure you don't want to read any such nonsense - right? Oh! I saw Spiderwick, the movie has lighting issues.
So .. erm .. I got a free pack of Stride in the mail? Hahahah ohh this entry is utterly pointless .. so let's add all the memes/questionaire things I've been tagged for and get this over with:
A． People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
B． These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people. People who are tagged will be blessed and their wishes will come true in the future. Screw that.
Tagged by Andrew, dur?
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I'd kick their ass? OK, so that's just an initial reaction. I'm assuming this is a mutual love thing here (before they betrayed me), so I would be completely crushed and want to scream and hit them. Instead, because I am a human being, I'd probably sit in my room, crank up my music (and not my sister's because classical music ruins the environment) and stare numbly at the wall. Then, I would passionately tear out my sister's ears while recalling the horrific tale and end with a satisfactory erasing of my memory. I'm very mature.
2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
Oh, boy. Awkward. I'd attempt to politely tell them off if I knew there was no way I could ever feel the same or I'd try giving them a chance. It really depends on who the person is? I try not to judge people to harshly in that category unless I've already thought about the possibility and dismissed it.
3. Have you ever seen someone die?
Yes. It's the worst feeling - like the world has suddenly stopped and everyone is watching for your reaction, prepared to comfort you when all you want is to curl in a corner and never see another person again.
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
I have no idea what I'm going to do tomorrow, nevermind anything passed. It seems my entire future rests in other people's hands and I just bob along as they toss me from side to side. Maybe it's my fault for not knowing what I want out of life, or for changing too often that I no longer care. So, yer.
5. What's your dream relationship like?
Something comfortable that makes me feel safe and needed, but at the same time inspires me to find my calling in life, rather than having my partner dragging me around like a pet. I want my partner to be accepting of my choices but to also show me other possibilities so that I'm forced to think.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
Personally, being loved by someone else. It gives me a sense of warmth and desire that someone enjoys me for who I am, whereas loving someone else tends to make me feel lost and vulnerable. Love is like a jacket on a winter day to me; give it away and you might not get it back, leaving you to slowly freeze; having someone else give it to keeps you safe and warm from the chill around you. Yes, return of my analogies!
7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
Ha, interesting question. I'll admit, I do wait a bit - usually in vain - before I realize it isn't worth it and I leave the piece of me that still wants the person behind.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
That one bites, hard. I usually try and ignore my feelings and move onward since it's my fault I didn't say anything (unless they were attached before I liked the person, which hasn't happened yet) to the person I liked. If I liked them that much, I'd say something.
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
This? lmao it's seriously making me half-depressed, reminding me of failed relationships in the past and death - can I sue the creator? Oh, and also work, because how dare she give away newborn hamsters to a guy for snake food? How sick do you fucking have to be?
10. What do you want most in life?
Freedom and money - money so I can be free and do what I like. I enjoy travelling and would do it my entire life if I didn't have to work. Since that's not going to happen, I want happiness and a family.
11. Which of the 7 Deadly Sins do you think you relate to the most & why?
Oh, boy, there's a fun one. Can I just say all and get it over with? Alright, Sloth probably dominates all, owing to the fact that it's creeping up on me like some kind of black plague and consuming me. It literally takes three times the energy it use to in order to want to do something. Not sure why. Let me sleep on it and get back to you.
12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
Wait, so my boyfriend is cheating on me with my best friend? How fucked is this situation? Firstly, what is wrong with my friend? Her head will be impaled on a sharp object protruding from the roof. And my boyfriend? Surprisingly, I'm willing to talk his part of the situation out - apparently I find it a lot harder to forgive me friend for her disloyalty than a guy I probably barely know.
13. Which of your values has changed the most over the past year?
Ha, I changed le question. Probably how much I value doing the right thing and following the rules. Before this year, I would never have purposely broken the law, especially to do something I hate with every fibre of my being. However, in the past 2 months, I've done it thrice, and I barely argue anymore. (Wow, that answer was so vague it turned dirty.)
14. What kind of person do you think you are?
Lazy, moody, intolerant, childish and imperfect. Also selfish, independant and protective.
15. Do you believe there is nothing higher than human kind?
Generally, hence the atheism.
16. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Depends on how into the person I was. If I was the one who initially started the relationship, I'd probably try my damnedest until I felt too relient and we began drifting.
17. Do you have a motto? If yes which one?
I guess it's: If you've got money, spend it on something you want that will make you happy. You can always make more.
18. What type of friends do you like?
The kind that amuse me highly and make me laugh. I generally don't use friends for deep conversations, but I don't want a friend without a brain, either.
19. Do you have an all time favorite song?
Unstable, Adema. It's the first video that pops into my head when I think of an artist and it has the perfect rhythm. <-you have no idea how long it took me to spell that word.
20. Name one thing you like about yourself and one thing you wish you could change.
I love my ability to empathize in any situation; it helps me stay on middle ground during an argument. I wish I could manage to get my point across and have people take me seriously without yelling or ending up with someone hating me.
//the gum doesn't really last very long
-my dad
I was nudged .. by the infamous oline! Pft, how dare you nudge me when you haven't updated in like .. ODG you've updated later than me. Fail! Anywho, I LIVE! Because I know some people are beginning to think I'm slipped my noggin on the adoption room floor and have been dead for the past few weeks.
I don't feel like updating at the present time, but I have tomorrow off, so who knows. I should say something about how my sister's birthday went, and about how I want to give my manager an ultimatum concerning the treatment of animals in the store ... but I'm sure you don't want to read any such nonsense - right? Oh! I saw Spiderwick, the movie has lighting issues.
So .. erm .. I got a free pack of Stride in the mail? Hahahah ohh this entry is utterly pointless .. so let's add all the memes/questionaire things I've been tagged for and get this over with:
A． People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
B． These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people. People who are tagged will be blessed and their wishes will come true in the future. Screw that.
Tagged by Andrew, dur?
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I'd kick their ass? OK, so that's just an initial reaction. I'm assuming this is a mutual love thing here (before they betrayed me), so I would be completely crushed and want to scream and hit them. Instead, because I am a human being, I'd probably sit in my room, crank up my music (and not my sister's because classical music ruins the environment) and stare numbly at the wall. Then, I would passionately tear out my sister's ears while recalling the horrific tale and end with a satisfactory erasing of my memory. I'm very mature.
2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
Oh, boy. Awkward. I'd attempt to politely tell them off if I knew there was no way I could ever feel the same or I'd try giving them a chance. It really depends on who the person is? I try not to judge people to harshly in that category unless I've already thought about the possibility and dismissed it.
3. Have you ever seen someone die?
Yes. It's the worst feeling - like the world has suddenly stopped and everyone is watching for your reaction, prepared to comfort you when all you want is to curl in a corner and never see another person again.
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
I have no idea what I'm going to do tomorrow, nevermind anything passed. It seems my entire future rests in other people's hands and I just bob along as they toss me from side to side. Maybe it's my fault for not knowing what I want out of life, or for changing too often that I no longer care. So, yer.
5. What's your dream relationship like?
Something comfortable that makes me feel safe and needed, but at the same time inspires me to find my calling in life, rather than having my partner dragging me around like a pet. I want my partner to be accepting of my choices but to also show me other possibilities so that I'm forced to think.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
Personally, being loved by someone else. It gives me a sense of warmth and desire that someone enjoys me for who I am, whereas loving someone else tends to make me feel lost and vulnerable. Love is like a jacket on a winter day to me; give it away and you might not get it back, leaving you to slowly freeze; having someone else give it to keeps you safe and warm from the chill around you. Yes, return of my analogies!
7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
Ha, interesting question. I'll admit, I do wait a bit - usually in vain - before I realize it isn't worth it and I leave the piece of me that still wants the person behind.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
That one bites, hard. I usually try and ignore my feelings and move onward since it's my fault I didn't say anything (unless they were attached before I liked the person, which hasn't happened yet) to the person I liked. If I liked them that much, I'd say something.
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
This? lmao it's seriously making me half-depressed, reminding me of failed relationships in the past and death - can I sue the creator? Oh, and also work, because how dare she give away newborn hamsters to a guy for snake food? How sick do you fucking have to be?
10. What do you want most in life?
Freedom and money - money so I can be free and do what I like. I enjoy travelling and would do it my entire life if I didn't have to work. Since that's not going to happen, I want happiness and a family.
11. Which of the 7 Deadly Sins do you think you relate to the most & why?
Oh, boy, there's a fun one. Can I just say all and get it over with? Alright, Sloth probably dominates all, owing to the fact that it's creeping up on me like some kind of black plague and consuming me. It literally takes three times the energy it use to in order to want to do something. Not sure why. Let me sleep on it and get back to you.
12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
Wait, so my boyfriend is cheating on me with my best friend? How fucked is this situation? Firstly, what is wrong with my friend? Her head will be impaled on a sharp object protruding from the roof. And my boyfriend? Surprisingly, I'm willing to talk his part of the situation out - apparently I find it a lot harder to forgive me friend for her disloyalty than a guy I probably barely know.
13. Which of your values has changed the most over the past year?
Ha, I changed le question. Probably how much I value doing the right thing and following the rules. Before this year, I would never have purposely broken the law, especially to do something I hate with every fibre of my being. However, in the past 2 months, I've done it thrice, and I barely argue anymore. (Wow, that answer was so vague it turned dirty.)
14. What kind of person do you think you are?
Lazy, moody, intolerant, childish and imperfect. Also selfish, independant and protective.
15. Do you believe there is nothing higher than human kind?
Generally, hence the atheism.
16. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Depends on how into the person I was. If I was the one who initially started the relationship, I'd probably try my damnedest until I felt too relient and we began drifting.
17. Do you have a motto? If yes which one?
I guess it's: If you've got money, spend it on something you want that will make you happy. You can always make more.
18. What type of friends do you like?
The kind that amuse me highly and make me laugh. I generally don't use friends for deep conversations, but I don't want a friend without a brain, either.
19. Do you have an all time favorite song?
Unstable, Adema. It's the first video that pops into my head when I think of an artist and it has the perfect rhythm. <-you have no idea how long it took me to spell that word.
20. Name one thing you like about yourself and one thing you wish you could change.
I love my ability to empathize in any situation; it helps me stay on middle ground during an argument. I wish I could manage to get my point across and have people take me seriously without yelling or ending up with someone hating me.
//the gum doesn't really last very long