It's taken this long for me to actually feel...single. I don't have any attachment to anyone, and anything's possible. I love it. I know eventually I'll give this up for my next life phase, but for now I'm going to enjoy it.

I also talked to my dad about directing potential interested ins to him. :)

My brothers and Dad are back from Mexico and building a house! :)

The past few days I've been all distressed about Sam coming home.

But God gave me friends to remind me what a gift he's given me.

"Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself."

Thanks :)

Haha. So, I asked my brother if he thought I was flirty with boys.

He said he thinks I'm flirty with everyone.

It’s really sad to think about breaking up with Sam, but I feel way better than yesterday. When I went to sleep last night, where I usually think about Sam, I realized that the man God has for me, Sam or no, is going to be way better than right now, way better than I can ever imagine.

Carissa, someone I told Sam about and he lectured me not to be ( Read more... )

I am tired and sad. But I realized that I’ve never given Sam up to God, I’ve never trusted God with Sam, I’ve always felt like I had to take care of him. He was crying on the phone last night, which broke my heart… and I want him to know I care so bad…but I realize that God loves Sammy much more than I do, and as He is guiding this, He is not only ( Read more... )

is so compassionate. Today she found out what  animal testing is, and it made her cry to think that rats had to die painful deaths. Apparently the Mars company (that makes candy) does animal testing, who doesn't, but she gave all of her candy stash away that was made by Mars ( Read more... )

My dad is trying really hard to start some Christmas traditions before we all move out. It's pitiful and very sweet.

is amazing.

He just wrote a paper for english 101 on how Jesus is the only true hero.

It's funny when you're not related to half the people at your family reunion. I'm only in a few pictures because I spent most of my time there jogging with Brielle and then watching cable or going to town. My grandma said she barely saw me this weekend... but i don't think it's really that big of a deal... it's not like they talk to me when i AM ( Read more... )

Joanna and I walked around fremont/gasworks/ballard all day yesterday.

This morning I didn't get up until 10.30.

I had a dream that my little brother thought that the Beatles ruled the world and every time someone did something bad, the beatles made it rain.

And someone also complimented my arms.