Feb 18, 2008 16:05
I am tired and sad. But I realized that I’ve never given Sam up to God, I’ve never trusted God with Sam, I’ve always felt like I had to take care of him. He was crying on the phone last night, which broke my heart… and I want him to know I care so bad…but I realize that God loves Sammy much more than I do, and as He is guiding this, He is not only loving, comforting and taking care of me, but Sam as well.
Also, I need to be faithful with the things God has already given to me, specifically, my family. I would pray every night that I’d serve Sam better, when he isn’t even my husband, and yet I continue to treat my family badly.
sam,
life lessons,
family,
jesus,
love,
relationships