shit

[pixieofbubbles]

shit tends to be the only word coming to mind right now. so ... i wish i could make my journal a bit happier, but its gonna be pretty depressing for a while. first off... my mother wants to kill me. not just physically, but mentally too. her twisted thought process (though it times it does make sense to me and i just feel like i am the horrible

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I'm here for you...

[anonymous]

Hey there sexy. I hope you are doing ok, i just wanted to say that I am really sorry that all of this happening to you, I really want to comfort you, and I don't know how. I want to hug you and hold you in my arms tight. I want to make things better for you. I miss seegin your face and feeling your love and happiness. Things are going to get better, I promise you. It may not be too soon, it could even take a long while, but it will get better. Just so you know, I wont lose hope in you. You are a great cheerful girl that I like to be around. You make me happy you know Sam. Don't lose hope in me either, because I still need you in my life. Suicide is something isn't it. Well, I've been there before and decided to hang. Thing got better, though there were still some downsides, it was worth hanging on to that extra breath. Suicide isn't the way to go either because you will hurt someone that loves you very much, and I'm not talking about your family, although they will be hurt too. Someone you love will be very sad if you are gone, even

Re: I'm here for you...

[pixieofbubbles]

hey. i know suicide was a very brief thought. its nice to know that i have people who care for me as much as you do. and i love you for that. and yet the signature of Guess doesnt help me as to who you are... but i love you anyways!

totally different note. i got a cell phone today!!! yay!

well...

[anonymous]

I know it was only a brief thought, but i'm just saying what is true. You obviously know who I am, but let me give you a hint. You see me rarely.
-Guess
P.S. You should give me your Cell number :)

well...

[mogwai_1]

I know it was only a brief thought, but i'm just saying what is true. You obviously know who I am, but let me give you a hint. You see me rarely.
-Guess
P.S. You should give me your Cell number :)

[greenfortune]

hi hun, I am so deeply sorry this all happened to you.....and thanx for standing up for me. I have always tried to be a good influence on you and i seriously hope i have been. yesterday, while it lasted, was wonderful.....we were all laughing and having so much fun in the summer sun. it reminded me of those summer days we always used to have....so simple and sweet ^_^ never choose anything close to suicide for the answer.....i don't knwo what i'd do with out you!!!!!!!!i never want to see you hurt ....even though i know this is all hurting you now. i don't understand your mom and i never will. come out east to college and then we can hang otu all the time!!! by the way, am i allowed to call you or would that not be a good idea? i got a cell phone yesterday.....i should give you the number. I'll hug dave for you too.....i think he's in need of one. I'm glad your brother and you have that kind of connection.....i hope that if i can't be there for you now he is. call me if you can ^_^ i love you and no matter what your mother says youre

Oooh...

[dithilli]

I apologize for not getting back to you sooner, hon... I've been slinking around the house in a horrible funk, but thats nothing compared to the trouble our little escapade into the park and beyond landed you in. Let's just say, I am willing to fight this any way i can if you are up to it, or even think it's worth the effort. If not... they say time heals all. We will see...