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[pixieofbubbles]

shit tends to be the only word coming to mind right now. so ... i wish i could make my journal a bit happier, but its gonna be pretty depressing for a while. first off... my mother wants to kill me. not just physically, but mentally too. her twisted thought process (though it times it does make sense to me and i just feel like i am the horrible

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[greenfortune]

hi hun, I am so deeply sorry this all happened to you.....and thanx for standing up for me. I have always tried to be a good influence on you and i seriously hope i have been. yesterday, while it lasted, was wonderful.....we were all laughing and having so much fun in the summer sun. it reminded me of those summer days we always used to have....so simple and sweet ^_^ never choose anything close to suicide for the answer.....i don't knwo what i'd do with out you!!!!!!!!i never want to see you hurt ....even though i know this is all hurting you now. i don't understand your mom and i never will. come out east to college and then we can hang otu all the time!!! by the way, am i allowed to call you or would that not be a good idea? i got a cell phone yesterday.....i should give you the number. I'll hug dave for you too.....i think he's in need of one. I'm glad your brother and you have that kind of connection.....i hope that if i can't be there for you now he is. call me if you can ^_^ i love you and no matter what your mother says youre still my best friend and i'll always be here for you. "an act of love is never wrong" and i believe our friendship is an act of love....