shit

[pixieofbubbles]

shit tends to be the only word coming to mind right now. so ... i wish i could make my journal a bit happier, but its gonna be pretty depressing for a while. first off... my mother wants to kill me. not just physically, but mentally too. her twisted thought process (though it times it does make sense to me and i just feel like i am the horrible

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I'm here for you...

[anonymous]

Hey there sexy. I hope you are doing ok, i just wanted to say that I am really sorry that all of this happening to you, I really want to comfort you, and I don't know how. I want to hug you and hold you in my arms tight. I want to make things better for you. I miss seegin your face and feeling your love and happiness. Things are going to get better, I promise you. It may not be too soon, it could even take a long while, but it will get better. Just so you know, I wont lose hope in you. You are a great cheerful girl that I like to be around. You make me happy you know Sam. Don't lose hope in me either, because I still need you in my life. Suicide is something isn't it. Well, I've been there before and decided to hang. Thing got better, though there were still some downsides, it was worth hanging on to that extra breath. Suicide isn't the way to go either because you will hurt someone that loves you very much, and I'm not talking about your family, although they will be hurt too. Someone you love will be very sad if you are gone, even if you just went away to another state or something related. I'm here for you.
-Guess

Re: I'm here for you...

[pixieofbubbles]

hey. i know suicide was a very brief thought. its nice to know that i have people who care for me as much as you do. and i love you for that. and yet the signature of Guess doesnt help me as to who you are... but i love you anyways!

totally different note. i got a cell phone today!!! yay!

well...

[anonymous]

I know it was only a brief thought, but i'm just saying what is true. You obviously know who I am, but let me give you a hint. You see me rarely.
-Guess
P.S. You should give me your Cell number :)

well...

[mogwai_1]

I know it was only a brief thought, but i'm just saying what is true. You obviously know who I am, but let me give you a hint. You see me rarely.
-Guess
P.S. You should give me your Cell number :)

Re: well...

[anonymous]

you should know who I am now, since the freakin thing got all messed.

Re: well...

[pixieofbubbles]

as if the name Mogwai 1 doesnt make it obvious!!!

thank you for everything you said too...it means alot to me