i'm finally 21 woo! not like it really feels any different yet... just now i can go to new places to drink and not the usual few spots. nate and i went out at 12am on sat night/sun morning. we went to Teo's and had a couple shots called blue poop (?) and a beer that some other guy bought me. then he took me to Hermann's where we had a couple more ( Read more... )

bored, waiting to go to work. i have nothing better to do with the next 15 mins. hung out with kellie today and drank a few beers in the sun, very nice time. i've felt like i havent really talked to her in weeks so it was nice to chill for a bit and just talk and all that ( Read more... )

so the summer is going well so far, i didnt get that second job i was looking for yet, but eh, its no big deal. i've just been working and hanging out basically, same as usual ( Read more... )

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NO MORE CLASSES!!!!

funny how i can be almost fine one moment, then seeing one thing makes me feel completely shitty again.

"Limb by limb, tooth by tooth
Tearing up inside of me
Every day, every hour
I wish that I was bullet proof"

... i've moved onto Bulletproof... I Wish I Was

i think i've messed things up in my life over the past few days. well not really messed up, just confused things. like i dont know whats going on with anything. maybe it would help if i could talk openly to someone and not be scared what they'll think, or how they'll react because i dont want fear getting in the way of what could be a good ( Read more... )

worst night of my life last night.

didnt make it to the sox game, had mad fun, then had mad drama, ended up picking someone up at the Brighton police station and spent the night at a Days Inn.

the night of April 26, 2005 should be erased from time...

ahh the end of the semster is near, and that means i have to do all the work that i've been putting off for the last month. typical me, always wait til the last minute then get far too stressed out about it, then do fine anyways. its fun... its me, and just about every other college student i know. except for Kathy, she's actually doing her papers ( Read more... )

i'm sick and i'm not sure about what i'm doing with my life, but i'm ok with that. of course sometimes it stresses me out, like "oh my god, i need to choose now what i wanna do with the rest of my life?" then chance meetings or conversations can make me realize that it's all ok, that i'm young and some things that i worry about in my life really ( Read more... )