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i'm sick and i'm not sure about what i'm doing with my life, but i'm ok with that. of course sometimes it stresses me out, like "oh my god, i need to choose now what i wanna do with the rest of my life?" then chance meetings or conversations can make me realize that it's all ok, that i'm young and some things that i worry about in my life really aren't that important. maybe i've made mistakes, maybe i'm not doing exactly the right thing, but i'm doing well for myself. i think i'm balancing work and pleasure quite well. fun and friends are very important to me at this age, but i can't forget about school, and i am very aware of this. i think i'm doing ok with it. i have fun, but i get my shit done too. and as far as my mistakes go, hopefully i've learned from them, actually i know i have to an extent. and the outcomes from things i've done could come back and change things for the better.
i just need to take my own advice more often. giving it is easy, but it's quite tough when i know it's directed at myself as well. changing isn't easy, and slowly but surely i'm getting there.
i just need to take my own advice more often. giving it is easy, but it's quite tough when i know it's directed at myself as well. changing isn't easy, and slowly but surely i'm getting there.