motherhood is so damned tiring. Faith, little darling, had me up til 5 this morning screaming. walking up and down with her didn't help, putting my finger in her mouth didn't help, rocking her didn't help, and she was too busy screaming to feed either and so went 7 hiours without feeding, which wasn't improving either of our moods. thank god for my ( Read more... )

i feel like shit. this morning i got up and Spooner started having a go because i hadn't spoken to Chris yet about him being an arsehole (long story, but i'm supposed to be talking to him because he won't listen to spooner). so i went downstairs and cried about it while spooner was in the shower. then when he came down he said i could call him off ( Read more... )

So after finally getting somewhere with finding a place and feeling much better knowing that Tina's going to buy somewhere and rent it to us, now the job centre have stopped my claim because i missed my appointment yesterday. One fucking appoijntment, and its something that doesn't really matter because 2 weeks from now i'll be entitled to ( Read more... )