my biggest takeaway from the trip: i need to be more mature - less selfish, less proud; more giving, more humble ( Read more... )

it's been a while ( Read more... )

one more year as a student; i don't want to stop studying, because with work comes responsibility ( Read more... )

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'amalgamation' is my new favourite word. hurrhurr ( Read more... )

- i will never catch up with my readings. permanent reading debt. LIKE THIS HOW TO GO ON EXCHANGE! but it's okay. i will mug hard and do my best and leave the rest to God. if it's not His will that i go on exchange, then i shall accept that His will is best and He has something better planned for me.

- i am ALWAYS caught in the middle. first it was ( Read more... )

i need to make a checklist for what i have to do after my exams, and because i am too lazy to find a proper notebook to write it down in, here i am:

1. see the chinese doctor
2. go to the face doctor to get products
3. buy sports shoes
4. cut my hair (because i don't want to cut it in the states, i have to wait till just before i leave to cut it)
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i like what i see. in fact, like is an understatement; perhaps thankful, joyful, relieved all rolled into one?

but i have to stop looking. because further searching means renegading on my promise to God.
and above all, it is God whom i have to please, God whom i have to obey, because without Him, i am nothing.

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RAWR for the 2nd time in less than 2 months, i'm ill ( Read more... )

huili is sleepy. she has been sleeping too little for dunno how long. she has a sore back and stiff shoulders.

huili misses her parents and her 2 younger sisters. it is not fair that she has to stay in singapore to mug. handwashing clothes is not fun. staying up all by herself to mug late into the night without her mummy to accompany her is not fun ( Read more... )