May 15, 2010 18:55
one more year as a student; i don't want to stop studying, because with work comes responsibility.
what motivates you when you work? why do you keep at the job you are holding? passion? (hardly ever i believe) necessity? money? prestige? when money is your only motivating factor, i believe, something is wrong. and i don't want it to be so.
really really thankful for a wonderful mentor - approachable, friendly, easy to talk to, patient, kind. i remember kailing wanted to work at where she's going to because her interviewer (or was it mentor) was really inspiring. i understand how that feels now, though for me, it's not so much inspiring, but encouraging.
i want to love God with every fibre of my being, but i fail every day. i want to serve Him joyfully, but recently, ai fail so often. But, He does not stop loving me, and He will continue to sanctify and purify me.
i want to love others with God's love. so hard. i struggle. with my pride, selfishness and jealousy.
i can't wait for my real holidays to start. i can't wait to go to hk/macau and bintan. but i don't want to bum around and do nothing either.
this is so disjointed. i don't know how to express what i want to say, but maybe, "i'm thankful for you" will suffice.
dearest (:,
nus law,
pro rege,
randomness