I had a fight last night, and I should probably be sad because it means I have a friendship on the rocks.

But I'm so busy keeping up with school and RLS that it really didn't phase me that hard.

The ball is in my court, and I'm tempted to not swing, tennis is just a game, and I don't think I have time for games right now.

I think I just heard two cats trying to kill each other under my porch. It was exciting but it also worried me that I would have to clean up a dead cat.

Why the fuck am I awake?

Its weird. I didn't know why I was doing anything I was doing. I would spend hours in my room alone playing video games and watching "The OC". I even started reading again (The Princess Bride, fantastic book). It all just felt right, even though I was shutting myself out of everyone's lives (or rather locking everyone out of my life).
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