Denise asked me why I think I seem to be doing better. She suggested distance. I don't know? But distance from what? I was talking to her on the phone tonight, and said something off the top of my head about how I'm in a new place with new worries and new responsibilities that need to be taken care of. I told her its nice to focus on those - ( Read more... )

This country is lovely.

( pictures. big pictures. )

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So much to say to people. I love you guys. So much ( Read more... )

The day before we left for Arimuhzona. Drunkeness. Yes. And some from the desert...on the road again...going places that I'd never been....seeing things that I WILL see again...meh meh.


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Pat came and got our TV and VCR, Mom's old white chair, the fishbowl that Nicholas died in a few days ago (goddess rest his soul...he's with Betty and George now), the rest of our cleaning supplies, our dishes and the 2.5 rolls of paper towels we had left over. I love my Cary Grant ( Read more... )

Considering I was hanging out with two boys, I caught the end of Saving Private Ryan. I saw that movie in the theater in Chicago, and I vowed never to watch it again because it made my stomach flip over, my throat knot and my brain hurt. Oh well. I watched some of it tonight. One scene made me think ( Read more... )

I've been thinking. And writing letters. I've been getting a little frustrated with things in general. My mind has been switching on and off...almost like I keep blowing fuses, I start generating so much energy ( Read more... )