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"All I want is sushi in my mouth and L for eye candy"
Tonight Kris, Kasia and I went to 168 Sushi to celebrate Kasia's birthday. It was a delicious, maybe nutritious, Japanese feast... plus some chicken balls to make it complete. At first I felt nervous because I was concerned that Kris was trying too hard to show Kasia the proper way of using chopsticks (which I still haven't bothered to master :-P ( Read more... ) -
deja vu episode
I'm brainstorming for another paper. This one on Othello. I write in shorthand, "Blood intact -- essentialist Desdemona." A moment of familarity and unfamilarity. Weird. -
vital
it's been 5 days since chistmas feasting (aka eating crap). it hurt to shit, it came out hard, even bloody. my guts have given me the finger. i thought, "it's time, leizel. it's time." time to give my body a break and use all that health knowledge i've accumulated over the last couple years to use. hours and hours videos, books, conversations, ( Read more... ) -
Deja Vu Episode
Nov 17 @ 12:57pm: Researching for an essay in my contemporary theory and criticism class. Topic on Walter Benjamin and Theodore Adorno essays. Just as I finish writing "Benjamin's gaze: - speaking for people ~Unitary voice" I felt that I've done this before.... Funny. Last time I had deja vu was also when I was writing my last essay on Nietzche's " ( Read more... ) -
Gratitude Journal
I am grateful for my ability to appreciate nature and to experience it peacefully.
I am grateful for my ability to spend time with myself without feeling lonely.
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Symptom Check - Month #3 Done and Done!
Just about to end month three and move into month four. It’s been a long and bumpy ride so far. I was wondering today if I’m further down in my healing than the said three months. I started experiencing TSW symptoms back in September where my face was going through it. My face was flaking, cracked and red - it was terrifying because I didn’t know ( Read more... ) -
Topical steroid withdrawal - Day 82
So I haven't written about this at all in the last three and a half months that I've been going through this hell that I've been going through. It's something that hundreds of people are going through after using steroids (aka corticosteroids) that they've used for their eczema or a rash or allergies that their skin had reacted to. Corticosteroid ( Read more... ) -
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skin update - kapowey!
It's official - my skin is angry with me. I woke up with a massive swollen lip and nasty ozziness. Ew, just thinking about it! That was Sunday, it is now Tuesday and things look better. I'm on a couple different antibiotics. Ay me! This is taking a bit of a toll on me and Krzys. I am boycotting my boyfriend's place. Want to go out and see some ( Read more... ) -
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i have so much angst in me right now. did not think id feel like this at 26. why?!?!?!!!! i feel so unaccompllished. so boring. im never going to be anyones brides maid or best friend. i feel so fucking rejected. technically no one has rejected me. i just feel rejected. a reject. luel knew he wanted to get married to someone after a month. after 2. ( Read more... )