I just cant decide. Don't get me wrong, I love school there and I love the new people I have met. I love the campus, I love the house. But sometimes, I just get so lonely and I am kinda dreading going back. I miss talking to my mom when I am home, like really talking to her. Sitting down and having honest heart-to-heart conversations. I miss ( Read more... )

i cant believe i have only been down here for almost two weeks and I am already completetly homesick. I cant wait to go home this weekend and see my friends and family that I once took advantage of seeing everyday. Its hard for me to be away from them, especially since today is my sisters 16th birthday and I wont be there with her to celebrate it ( Read more... )

there are sometimes that i feel so alive. listening to music, driving in the car, his arm on my leg. even after all this time he can still excite me. the cabin was incredibly relaxing and new years up there was fun. it makes me want to live in a small town...i begin to think more and more that i will like tuscon next year. new places and ( Read more... )

laziness has been the word of the break. i have been doing nothing in particular, yet everything I need. its nice to take a break from the rush of the the school year ( Read more... )

lately change has been the topic of conversation. lately friendships have been the fear for the future. lately we have been realizing whats important. love makes the world go around. friends who love eachother generally will ALWAYS care for their friends; their future; their actions. and if you are the accused dont take it the wrong way. my ( Read more... )

mixed emotions fill my head. and its been forever since i have written one of these but there are times in life where venting and reflection are all we have to get us through. i sit here wondering how i have been living my life. am i always in preparation for the future, fearful of actually doing and saying what i wnat to because i may lose the ( Read more... )

its been awhile but jenna found this for me and i thought i should post it ( Read more... )

since ive joined the myspace thing i havent had much time to update...pathetic i know. one online addiction to the other ( Read more... )

im up late and cant sleep. im just thinking ( Read more... )

i havent updated in forever. but i dont have much today either other than the usual randomness that i always blab on about.. :o) keep reading if your interested ;o ( Read more... )