and everything was now a glow.
i havent updated in forever. but i dont have much today either other than the usual randomness that i always blab on about.. :o) keep reading if your interested ;o).
im sick of having this cold. i cant remember the last time i could breathe using my nose and not start coughing uncontrollably from laughing.
laughter is inticing to me. i heard the other day that laughter was actually proven to be healthy for the body. we often say that laughing is the best medicine making the worse days somewhat more bearable. it is said that laughter builds up arteries and gives you a quicker reaction, builds up muscles, and burns calories. looking back on today being depressed for having a bad day, i realized i missed out on that health laughter today. smiling, and being carefree. i made the mistake of being too serious today, laughing is what i need..so may there never be another day that goes by that i regret not laughing enough. that is my new resolution.
i came home today and slept blasting mae through my ipod. relaxation. also excellent for the body :o).
i hate feeling lonely. even when i am surrounded by so many, something still seems to be missing. even when he is here. its like im in a dark room reaching for comfort and everyone gives it to me. but then all of sudden i dont want it anymore. im confused and tired of being mean to people who just try to help me. i want to do everything for myself. but you cant always do that, you need someone elses help sometimes. no matter how big, strong and independent you are. i need to learn to realize that.
im sick of having this cold. i cant remember the last time i could breathe using my nose and not start coughing uncontrollably from laughing.
laughter is inticing to me. i heard the other day that laughter was actually proven to be healthy for the body. we often say that laughing is the best medicine making the worse days somewhat more bearable. it is said that laughter builds up arteries and gives you a quicker reaction, builds up muscles, and burns calories. looking back on today being depressed for having a bad day, i realized i missed out on that health laughter today. smiling, and being carefree. i made the mistake of being too serious today, laughing is what i need..so may there never be another day that goes by that i regret not laughing enough. that is my new resolution.
i came home today and slept blasting mae through my ipod. relaxation. also excellent for the body :o).
i hate feeling lonely. even when i am surrounded by so many, something still seems to be missing. even when he is here. its like im in a dark room reaching for comfort and everyone gives it to me. but then all of sudden i dont want it anymore. im confused and tired of being mean to people who just try to help me. i want to do everything for myself. but you cant always do that, you need someone elses help sometimes. no matter how big, strong and independent you are. i need to learn to realize that.