Had a ritual last night, just me and window kitty, and it went really well. Learning that i can do a lot more pagan wise than I thought I could. Mainly because I had been doing a lot already, just hadn't realized it ( Read more... )

Was talking to Ms Worm in an email a week or two ago talking about some of the in my wife after she had a lover for the first time. And made me thinkg about this lover of mine and just what makes things so intense and loving and pleasureable. And I think a big part of it (but by no means all of it) is the lack of history. We have no history, no ( Read more... )

Interesting day yesterday. Spent a big part of it flrting through classified emails. Not easy between the word filters and bosses being able to read everything. So each comment on it's own has to be innocent. When it started raining I had a bit to say about 'wet and dark' and being inside ( Read more... )

MmmMmmMmm Lots of talking, an hour of bullshitting at the smoking area first. Then more talking, cuddling, reassuring on both sides. Renewed talk of help and support with little need and less drama. The aspect of trust not said but said in so many little ways ( Read more... )

Evil evil DiFac. you know the standard cafeteria fozen waffles? Bland, tasteless, always cold adn usually stale or soggy. Well, the cafeteria here has a twist on them. First they tope them with cinnamon apples, like pie filling. Then they dip that in batter and deep fry the entire thing (must have had a chef from teh south) then coated in sugar and ( Read more... )

Emailing back and forth with the woman from circle yesterday, dancing around every subject snice we're on classified computers. And she invites me out for coffee that night, acutally said 'doing anything after work?' which is really damn funny around here. I'm in Iraq what the hell would I be doing? But old habits die hard. I love the idea of 'date ( Read more... )

So, finally a tidbit of interesting news. Two women go to circle, a voluptuos family taught pagan with gorgeous black hair; an older women of much more knowledge and oddly enough more vulnerabilities at times. Well, while I'm getting along great with both of them, there's been a noticiable connection with the older woman, she's an warrant from the ( Read more... )

I made a comment about writing and didn't explain that ( Read more... )

Got my music in today. Origanly as a way to flirt with and Air Force captain, I ordered the sound track to 'Last of the Mohicans' a little while ago. It's ripped to my computer, listening now as I write. I love this music, so subtely powerful and breathtaking. The repeating melody the violin lays down as part of the main theme is hypnotic, like it' ( Read more... )

Slow day at work, the trigger pullers aren't doing anything so I don't have much to do besides answer Dmain's stupid questions ( Read more... )