Jan 01, 2010 18:10
Had a ritual last night, just me and window kitty, and it went really well. Learning that i can do a lot more pagan wise than I thought I could. Mainly because I had been doing a lot already, just hadn't realized it.
I know I can sense people's arura and energy and all, but with focus and practice I can acces it for reasons other than sex and more at will than instinctively.
The same for sensing a person's body, where they're carrying energy and emmotion, and for maniuplating energy other than my own. Learning a lot, looking forward to learning more.
After the ritual, well we worked on all the stuff I know connected with sex, I'll get into that more later.
Got my gear that was in the connex today. And the one peice i was looking forward to getting the is the one peice they just forget to send. Got the captain's tuffbox and duffel bag, and my two duffel bags, but not my tuffbox. The one with my leather kit and PS2 and hot suaces and all kind of craft stuff that I was really looking forward to getting and they dumbasses fucked it up. After taking 2 months to get it done, they fuck it up. And I'm so tired of fighting it, I'm giving up, I'll get into it when they move back up there in a few months.
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