It never ceases to amaze me how often the things I'm dealing with personally seem to materialize right in front of me in books I'm reading, movies I'm watching and just in everyday life through something someone will say or do, or a random thing that will happen. I mean we feel like we're all alone sometimes working through some of these and yet ( Read more... )

We live in a world where food is rather quite scary... maybe it's just me but I believe the only foods that should say "all natural" on them should be like Oranges or a bag of Potatoes... I mean maybe I'm crazy but really just stop and think about it for a minute... both the tortilla chips and the heavily processed crackers (with more ingredients ( Read more... )

I both Hate and Love my thoughts. I'll admit sometimes it's hard to focus, but it's also a driving force and a motivation, a sick double sided coin. I'd be more worried about it probably but I know thoughts plague her just as much as I (if not more) Lord knows she's proven that... And I do take comfort in that ( Read more... )

Okay half the purpose of this post (at least) is just so I move the previous one down and I don't have to see it everytime I log into live journal... (keep reading if you wanna hear a whole dialouge with myself inside my own head...) *shrugs ( Read more... )

[just some scribles and incomplete thoughts from the poetry book of sorts]

The cold air from the open window ony cools my tea prematurely...
Unlike those surounding us, I realize I don't have a chance with you.

But still, the taste of tea is comforting
But stil, I love to enjoy your company

Unlike the tea, you make it hard to concentrate
both seem like ( Read more... )

Nice guys finish last.
You're running out of gas.
Your sympathy will get you left behind.
Sometimes you're at your best, when you feel the worst.
Do you feel washed up, like piss going down the drain

Pressure cooker pick my brain and tell me I'm insane.
I'm so fucking happy I could cry.
Every joke can have its truth and now the joke's on you.
I never knew ( Read more... )

I've been meaning ot keep up on the blogs but I really don't have time... I made time to do this note that my friend had on facebook and I spent a lot of time thinking about it and now Im in one of those thinking moods you know? Its just funny how we can be so connected to a song... anyways thought since doing it had such a profound affect on me, ( Read more... )

Had my mind blown today...

more than one thing but this was half of it...

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-97057222894136590

It seriously feels like my brain was just streched... and though I get most of it.... one part of it I still don't fully grasp...

anyways the other thing is kind of a current event in my life so I don't feel like getting ( Read more... )

My friend had an interesting thought today as we were out sketching...

Do Siamese twins have to pay for twice the admission?

this thought baffles me many hours later...

thoughts?

The past two weeks have been hell. Like a rollercoaster from up and down emotionally and physically. I feel so drained, raped and fucked. That feeling of "why me" or "what did I do to deserve this" happening far too often for my health... but somehow I pulled through, and withe the help of my friends I made it.... well it continues into next week ( Read more... )