I walk from my machine... - 69

[otakudc3k1]

The past two weeks have been hell. Like a rollercoaster from up and down emotionally and physically. I feel so drained, raped and fucked. That feeling of "why me" or "what did I do to deserve this" happening far too often for my health... but somehow I pulled through, and withe the help of my friends I made it.... well it continues into next week but one more land mark passed and a huge weight off my shoulders for now.

I don't even know what to feel right now.

:)