Feeling very productive today but i am not doing anything. Had a class at 9.30-Cell Physiology, it was very enjoyable. I took all of that prof. classes in my under grad. years. Now he only have one master lecture this term and i'm taking it alone. So it gives me the chance to enjoy it(also proffessor is a very cool man). For the last 2 weeks he ( Read more... )

9.33 am. Outside is cloudy. Listening Leaving Paris by Craig Armstrong and thinking. It is quite early to feel depressed but losing a soul is always depressing. I don't understand how relationships end actually. I feel like it is the situation that ends, love is permanent ( Read more... )

Sometimes i really wish that i could trust any friendship entirely. I'm not an easy person to be close with, i give all my attention to my work, study or my own comfort time to time. Actually i just being honest about what i want. I can not deal with cheesy girl talks or comforts over a boy when i was busy. But it doesnt mean i am not a friend I ( Read more... )

Today my little brother had a surgery for a rupture. He is only 12. Staying for a night at hospital. Actually i like discover all around the floors when i'm in a hospital. What i really hate is to see someone i love in one. As a rock hard looking character i always be the bitchy one. Telling people it doesn't important as they think etc. to ( Read more... )

Oh i need to quit smoking. I NEED TO QUIT SMOKING IMMEDIATELY. Oh, i'm so fucked up. I've been smoking like 7 years now. And also i'm doing sports since like hell. Even though i quit basic things like running because of my waist problems i only felt like today on treadmill when i was 85kg and doing nothing except going to school in first year of ( Read more... )

2 gündür gerim gerim gerilmekten mideme bir haller oldu, kendimi hasta ettim sanırım. Niye derseniz? Efendim, tüm isteği Uzay Biyolojisi çalışmak isteyen nacizane bir Biyoloji Bölümü öğrencisi olarak dönem içerisinde Fransa'nın Strasbourg kentinde International Space University adlı bir eğitim kurumuna başvuruda bulundum. Referans mektupları, ( Read more... )

Ben bugün mezun oldum. Daha önceleri olmuşluğumda vardı hani ilkokul, lise vs. Ama bugün üniversite bitti. Bugüne kadar hiç karmaşasını yaşamadım bununla ilgili. Nasıl olsa ben bu işe akademisyen olmak için başlamıştım. Daha bunun masterı-phDsi vardı. Ülkei şehir bazında nerede olacağım henüz belli olmasa bile ne yapacağım belliydi. Ama yine de ( Read more... )

I find Sundays incredibly dull this year. It is possible that sleep and i have a love/hate relationship. And more i love ,it makes me bitter. And the dullness of Sunday may be coming from my lack of responsibilities. I am stuck, literally stuck in the middle of things and decisions. 4th year of college sucks in every way. Before; everything is ( Read more... )

Son sınıf Biyoloji Bölümü öğrencisi olarak akademisyen olma yönünde ki çarpık adımlarım hakkında hikeyeler anlatacağım bu akşam. Biraz umutlarım kırık biraz da heyecanlıyım aslında an itibariyle. ALES Sonbahar dönemi sonuçları açıklandı ona da canım sıkkın biraz ( Read more... )

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