Aug 05, 2012 20:42
Oh i need to quit smoking. I NEED TO QUIT SMOKING IMMEDIATELY. Oh, i'm so fucked up. I've been smoking like 7 years now. And also i'm doing sports since like hell. Even though i quit basic things like running because of my waist problems i only felt like today on treadmill when i was 85kg and doing nothing except going to school in first year of college.
Now i'm 65 kg/175cm for 2 years. My body is fine, not like when i was running 4 days/week like fine but fine. SO NOW MY LUNGS ARE KILLING ME ON TREADMILL. I can run triple of my running today normally but it seems like lungs are like "HELL, NO" inside.
Oh, i need to quit but i like it. I know it seems disgusting from outside but i love it. FML.
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