I keep a diary thing on my flash drive. I'm currently letting someone borrow said flash drive. I don't write in the journal every day. sometimes i forget for a week. but every once in awhile, on one of these nights, i need it. i need to rationalize the thoughts in my head, like if my hands are doing the shaking thing because I drank pepsi or ( Read more... )

i've been reading non-livejournal journal entries for about the past hour. i really don't remember saying hardly anything i've ever said. this is from a march 2005 aim convo ( Read more... )

I'm home. I'll probably sleep for about three days. Call me anyway.

I miss being idle. I miss tv. I miss sitting. I miss everything staying grounded and stationary. I miss more than four hours of sleep. I miss people. I miss you. I’m working hard to keep everything from spinning out of control and/or falling to pieces. It’s worth it. When I don’t have time to be sad and once in awhile I feel some sort of zen ( Read more... )

ARrMatey16: i can be so politically incorrect... but i don't mean it.. mostly ( Read more... )

ok, people. if i delete you or don't add you to my friends list, it's because, for one reason or another, i usually don't read your lj entries. it's NOT because I don't like you, or I don't care about you, or I think your mother wears army boots to bed ( Read more... )

I am listening to gish for the first time in a looong time (it sounds good), and just now I realized that I got it on my birthday when i was in eighth grade (14), which means that the first time I listened to this album was seven years ago today. Weird ?!?!?! (because it was that long ago). yes. JOE IS ON PHONE BETH IS ON INTERNET

"For the first time in a long time, I am excited to live."

that's me quoting myself.

goodnight.

Which Radiohead song are you?
Black Star
I get home from work and you're still standing in your dressing gown. Blame it on the black star...

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wow. I just miss so many people tonight. and I wish I could bring them all here right now so I could hug them or something. but i can't. i haven't been drinking. i'm not even that depressed. i'm just being reflective ( Read more... )