It really could be any day now. Any day when I will be holding my daughter in my arms. When I will learn what the word Mother means anew. Trying not to compare the experiences is hard, but here is what you should know, my baby precious. You are wanted, you are mine and you are your own individual. I will love you fiercely and loyally and with all ( Read more... )

I feel like I should say something today. But I am not quite sure what. Stunned, awed, exhausted. Surreal.
Hope above Fear. Hope above Fear. Hope above Fear.

We just got through having a slew of family in town. It was awesome to see them all, and my poor little heart aches for more time and less distance between us and them. Seeing the girls play together (or near each other) was awesome. And so cute. Ah Me ( Read more... )

The appointment with the surgeon, Dr.Connolly a fine Irish man, went well. Faelyn was fascinated with him and giggled through much of the appointment. (Atta girl!) She is going to have the small bit of her cord that remains frozen and sliced off on October 19 at 7:30 am. Then a week of healing - then swimming with no guilt! I am much less anxious ( Read more... )