"I can't believe this thing is still floating in cyberspace. I also can't believe I still remember the password. I highly doubt that anyone will ever read this. I haven't thought about the days when this website was my voice in the darkness. So long ago it seems when we used to make friendships and wage wars over this "journal ( Read more... )

nildesperandum.
"despair of nothing."
thats the name of the band.
finally,
a name to put to the project.

its all new and exciting.
i want to be serious & composed
but
in reaity i want to jump up & down
shouting

I'M IN A BAND!

i'll refrain.

moving forward.

loop.
cycle.
i wish i knew what to do here.
i wish i knew what to saw here.

things are looking up.

soon we begin taking photos for the website.
taking much insiration from the latest issue of vogue.
my god, i adore the beauty of Venus Dita Von Teesehe and i have begun to discuss the music ( Read more... )

i lost my cellphone tonight.
again.
fuck this.

were writing a book about summer '05.
we are setting up interviews this week and have meetings and such to attend to.

this is going to be a LOT of fucking work.
i can only hope this flys.

just bought madonna's new album ( Read more... )

Strip
away all of the things that make you powerful
and what will you become?
where will you be when your admirers
stop adoring the inane
bullshit?
the ridiculous things you do and say.
yes, unspecific.
throw all security out the window.
did you ever
considerthat the day might just fade to sudden black ( Read more... )

(transplanted from myspace.com ( Read more... )

i hate not being important to a large number of people ( Read more... )

this is a poem ( Read more... )

i want that subject line on a white tsihrt in hyper blue text ( Read more... )