The elusiveness of fate has always amazed me.  As a whole, particular people, situations and circumstances are collectively uprooted from their daily labor and hurled together to create a perfect storm that, at the surface, seems too refined to be a product of mere circumstance.  To those involved, the event transcends the sound logic of pure ( Read more... )

I guess I should preface this entry by stating that I am intoxicated.

I quit my job. I know that doesn't sound like much, but it means a lot to me. It actually means a shitload to me.I left all my friends in an effort to return to school and seek further education. Though they all consistently stated I have made the "correct decision", the ( Read more... )

 Why cant Ashley be this nice? : X

I must say, I looked into her eyes and suddenly realized that I wasn't necessarily talking with her, but rather Fate had intervened and had manifested itself within her form.  I was suddenly listening to everything I needed to hear, everything I wanted to hear, everything that had constantly been stated a ( Read more... )

So, as so many other times in my life, I approach that great apex of achievement wherein the next few days everything will drastically change - my 'career' will begin to unfold, my life will take a drastic change, and yet just as before my mind is off in the distance chasing visions and phantoms that plague it throughout the long dark cold hours of ( Read more... )

When I die, when I lie upon my deathbed desperately trying to suck in my last precious breath of air will I find that my life was merely a situation of me vs. my paranoia ( Read more... )