Here I am... 7 months back with Joe and loving him to death! However... being around this wedding talk is making me hope he wants to get married one day :)

I'm very nervous, scared, and sad all at the same time. This conversation is going to be extremely hard for me and I don't really know what to say. I want to believe that everything will be okay, but I don't know that it will. I can't be sure that we'll come out okay. But I refuse to give up hope. I believe he and I are meant to be. I don't ( Read more... )

I'm pissed off and worried at the same time... I really can't handle this happening all the time... Quit being an ass because I don't deserve it!

SOOOOOOOOOOOO!! I totally love Joe... and I'm super excited about us and life and what not ( Read more... )

So Joe ended up coming over Wednesday for ice cream... He then decided to just stay the night :) I love falling asleep with him! It makes me very very happy ( Read more... )

SOOOOOOOOOO much has been going on but I'm not even going to attempt to update on all of it... However, starting now I'm trying to make a new effort to update this more often! So let's start from Thursday ( Read more... )

Friday was hectic!! Was up and at work by 7... I worked till 9, did running around and shopping till 12:30. From 12:30 till 6 I was at work again :( No nap no nothing! At 7 I went to see Confessions of a Shopaholic! It was adorable. Talked to Joe when I got home as he was going out with Justin... I jokingly told him if he was going to do that he ( Read more... )

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So I realize that for the past six years I've been on a huge kick to change. Sometimes at the request of others, sometimes because of the unhappiness I am experiencing in my life. For the longest time I was under the impression that I was all talk and I wasn't changing... but then I think of how different I am. I realized recently that I hold on ( Read more... )

So in the past two weeks Joe has been MIA! I hung out with him Friday Night... And then Again Sunday and Monday... Okay... Not Bad... Kissed him good by Tuesday morning... Since then I haven't had a real conversation with him. I have barely gotten five minutes of his time... Not texting much... sure as hell not talking on the phone... And I get ( Read more... )