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I'm very nervous, scared, and sad all at the same time. This conversation is going to be extremely hard for me and I don't really know what to say. I want to believe that everything will be okay, but I don't know that it will. I can't be sure that we'll come out okay. But I refuse to give up hope. I believe he and I are meant to be. I don't believe that this is where we end. So I hope I can find all the words so that I don't have any regrets and I can feel that we have reached a good point. I really wish things were different... but I guess right now I have to make the best of the situation. Wish me luck.