Eating disorder TW

What happened:

I was triggered into a major depression with accompanying intense anxiety by attempting to move towards employment. I couldn't cope with my feelings at all, so I shut everything out with ( Read more... )

The prospect of being referred for surgery in a year's time has made me feel determined to get to grips with my eating disorder and weight. I didn't really care about myself enough to have the motivation to do something about it consistently before; now I think I do. Time will tell of course. This evening I told myself 'no' to a couple of binge ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a tiring day what with a) me helping Fee to move some more stuff into my place before she finds a bedsit in London and b) me having taken 2 anti-psychotics to make sure I would anxiety-free and able to assist her. We had chips for tea and a while later I was really craving red wine and (a large quantity of) chocolate. I mentioned what ( Read more... )

I'm not feeling quite awake yet, and I can't be bothered to cross post this to ED recovery places.
( ED and recovery; mentions specific foods )

I'm on my own in the flat for the first time in a while. My gf has gone out to someone's birthday celebration. I have a niggling urge to binge-eat, but I'm not going to (writing this is a strategy to prevent me picking up). I haven't woken up properly all day; I had planned on going out for a walk earlier, but I've stayed in the living room. I ( Read more... )

Tagged by foibey
Post your 5 "Guilty Pleasures" and don't tag 5 people.1. Picking my nose in public ( Read more... )

I've been tired early in the evening for the last two nights. Tiredness is really triggery for me. When I am tired, I am apt to get sentimental and lonely. I don't like feeling lonely, I don't like feeling tired. Overeating used to stop me from feeling ( Read more... )