Hibiscus came into my room to let me know some mundane thing. Then he noticed my mood.
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"Are you okay?" he asked.
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"I'm moping," I said.
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"Why?" he asked.
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"Because of Zoharra. I feel so torn up about her. I keep thinking about her, but I can't bring myself to message her. What happened with Oryx feels like it is repeating itself because I don't have ( Read more... )

He wrote me for the first time on August 4th 2016, opening with, "I have a couple balls in the air, but was reading your profile and got quite excited. It is nothing big for me to be natural or for those around me to be, neud is pretty par for people with me and it is not an accent, merely being. That said, this applies to nearly all aspects of my ( Read more... )

Polyamory camp took place August 19th to August 22nd, a Friday through a Monday. It was similar to the polyamory gathering it was modeled after - a four day weekend with fifty polyamorous people sharing activities, meals, and spaces together.
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The difference between the gatherings I had been to before and this one, was that this one took place on a ( Read more... )

The following log is transcribed from a notebook I took with me when traveling to the polyamory gathering. Wednesday and Thursday we spent at Rooster's house. Friday we went on to the poly gathering, and a golden shower was given! Saturday I felt betrayed. Sunday I co-taught a bellydancing class with Brenda, and late at night had a revelation about ( Read more... )

The following log is transcribed from a notebook I took with me when traveling to visit Rooster and Oryx and attend the polyamory gathering. Wednesday and Thursday we spent at Rooster's house. From there, we went on to the polyamory gathering on Friday morning.
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Thursday, April 14th 2016
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Dreamed my mother and I got into a terrible argument.
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Dreamed  ( Read more... )

Wednesday, April 13th 2016, we drove east from Silverstag Eco Hamlet to Rooster's home, where Oryx had been living for the last two years.
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"Looks like suburbia," Hibiscus said as we entered Rooster's neighborhood.
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"Yup," I agreed from the passenger seat. Behind me, the backseat was two-thirds filled with luggage, and one third filled with Paladin. ( Read more... )

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Rooster sent out an invite to Oryx's birthday party at his house, and I replied letting him know that I had other plans. I didn't mention that I wouldn't have come even if I didn't have plans. I didn't need to face Oryx in the flesh.
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Rooster wrote, "Sorry to hear you have plans but I didn't expect that you'd be able to make an impromptu trip all ( Read more... )

Alternate Title Ideas:
Goals Reached; Gratitude Felt
Gossip With Mermaid
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I woke feeling safer and I happier than I could recall feeling in years. I blinked and wondered: Where are my princess dresses? I want to wear one! Then I became awake enough to realize that they still existed only as items on a wishlist I'd sent to Hibiscus the previous ( Read more... )

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