Riding in the car with Hibiscus, talking about music, I sung a few lines from a Limp Bizket song; "It's no good when all that's left is the sex. Dirty sex. Sex has become all I know about you - memories of those filthy things that we do. There's not a single thought that is left . . . after sex . . . with you."
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The song is called No Sex. It wasn't ( Read more... )

Friday evening was spent playing board games with my parents, my mom's oldest son, my dad's girlfriend, and the said girlfriend's other boyfriend. When I got home I said to Paladin, "I'm glad you didn't come. You would have been miserable, and would have made me miserable. As it is, I had a good time. Or at least, I consciously perceived a good ( Read more... )

Despite pursuing my sexuality, it still became a secret. It became something I could only share with an intimate partner or online. At the age of eleven I lied to my mom for the first time. I lied when I told her where I was going and what I was doing. I was going over to Ferret's house to fool around. I was hoping that Ferret's older brother would ( Read more... )

With my third love, Porcupine, I was essentially a house-spouse without the marriage part. We had a dominant-submissive relationship. He told me what to wear. I obeyed and enjoyed obeying. He told me what he wanted me to do while he was at work, which I also enjoyed. He sometimes walked me around on leash attached to a spiked collar. (Not as a ( Read more... )

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Tuesday, December 22nd 2009 at 1:31pm

Unicorn called me, at long last. According to the very short conversation, supposedly he's not fucking Ferret, and that Ferret has a boyfriend. Which is nice to hear. It makes me wonder if perhaps Wolf was implying a relationship between Unicorn and Ferret because he wants to put as much distance as ( Read more... )