Well, Luisa finally made me understand love, which I most certainly should have written about. Essentially, love in that crazy, lustful, stupid phase does not last long. She knows it and accepts it. Love must be that decision to care for each other and want to be together. You love each other, but you don't have that crazy "in love" thing going on ( Read more... )

Oreo's birthday was December 24th. He was 11 years old. He was my friend his whole life, and most of mine. I got a call while I was at Jewels and Tracey's house January second at night. My mom told me that Oreo was not doing well. She did not really give much information. She wanted to put him down. She kept talking about how I chose to keep him ( Read more... )

When Grandma died her eyes were closed. Her face was rolled to the right, towards me. Her mouth hung slightly open. Aunt Sadie explained that that happened a lot when people died, her husband did the same thing. Everyone hugged and comforted each other. I was goign to go to school, but Tracey esentially said it was a bad idea. She offered Kadie and ( Read more... )

December 5, 2005 837 pm my grandmother, Clara Emond, died. I received a phone call previous to this. I kept hearing my phone ring. My sister and I were to go to the hospital, but she wanted to sleep instead. I chose to ignore the ringing of the phone. My grandmother had been sick for quite some time. First, we continued to visit her. She was weak ( Read more... )

Maybe I should just turn into a drug addict like everyone wants me to. Yeah, even my counsellor. Why not? It is expected of me. I come from such a wonderful family. What else would people want of me ( Read more... )

Well I forgot to mention the chopping of my hair. Basically I felt like I was not really doing it. I am sure everyone has had that feeling before . . . like is this me? Well I only stayed home because Kadie did not come to get me and my backpack . . . well let me just say it broke open on the way to my locker, never mind walking with it. She tried ( Read more... )

Well I just ruined my night. My brother came home drunk, not just drunk, smashed. His friends basically carried him into the house. Trav and Marshall and Malley were all there. Malley the poor kid broke down crying. We all know Nate is going crazy. He could not handle it. Malley is the one sane one of Nate's friends. He is the good one. They all ( Read more... )

Ms. Mauradian=trying to make kids do poorly ( Read more... )

Hello hello! Happy Halloween to all. Silly little holiday :-D ( Read more... )

Diddly squat. WAIT I forgot to mention Nate's accident. Yeah he totalled his car. The poor boy's face looks like hell and he had glass in his eye. He looks much better now. It was on his way to work . . . Sunday I believe. He went to the hospital. He hit a tree or something after losing control of his car. I am glad no one was seriously hurt. Total ( Read more... )