Venting about stupid people

[not2y2u]

Well I just ruined my night. My brother came home drunk, not just drunk, smashed. His friends basically carried him into the house. Trav and Marshall and Malley were all there. Malley the poor kid broke down crying. We all know Nate is going crazy. He could not handle it. Malley is the one sane one of Nate's friends. He is the good one. They all got him into drugs. Nate has been snorting Vicatin. Want to know how I know? I fucking called his ex girlfriend. She seeems to be a very nice person, but what Kadie and her friends and Nat's friends hate her for what she has done. Well, Trav had the same thing done to him and he was screwed up . . . basically I cannot describe to you everything. I hear it all second hand. It is not me, it is them. They know, I know most, but I cannot tell you all. I tried to talk to Nate. My fucking stupid ass father kept coming in with things to say. YOU FUCKING ARE A MORON WHO CANNOT HELP> AKA You need to get your car on the road is not exactly helpful. Funny how everythign falls into place, not quite like puzzle, more like a game of Mahjogg where everythign will fit, no freecell. Yeah like that. Nate was trying to kill himself, or at least that is what she and I hypothesize. He crashed his car. Either that, or he wanted the vicatin which he fucking SNORTED> WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM???? Well . . . anyways I cleared out his room. Funny how I never would have known about the razor blade if I had not stayed home from school. Yeah, falls together. Bad things come in threes waiting for the other shit to fall. Malley I think was so upset. I sat there holding his hands trying to tell him that I would handle it. I think I have fulfilled my word as best I can right now. I almost callled mom to take him. I know what she will do. Mental hospital. They really do not help, trust me on that. Nate kept saying how she was everthing to him. I tried to use logic to make him understand the stupidity of the things that he was saying. You cannot reason with a drunk. First I tried to make him understand that I had been in situations far fucking worse than thinking you are in love with a girl you cannot have. I still feel awkward that I called her. It was his idea. Then he would not talk. Goodness. I even went in my room so he would not hear. I could not find the knife she said he carried on his person. I do not know where it is. Basically what pisses me off most . . . I have all sorts of glass pot shit to hide from him in my room. Yeah . . . fucking a. Dad is a fucking moron. He cannot handle situations. I am at my best when others are in trouble. Yeah I have a fucking solution to your problem. I have to because people are fuckign stupid. Yes this turned into a rant about woesse me. Whatever. Nate and I do not even like each other. WAIT! He said he never said that. Well I did. FUCKING MORON.

I blame republicans.