(no subject)

Nov 15, 2005 22:07

Maybe I should just turn into a drug addict like everyone wants me to. Yeah, even my counsellor. Why not? It is expected of me. I come from such a wonderful family. What else would people want of me?

My brain is starting to physically hurt. Yeah, did not know that was possible.
I am not sure whether I am alienating myself from people, not connecting at all with them, or whether they are distancing themselves from me. Either way, my fault and maybe I should care enough to fix it. Feel too tired. I need to go see Jewels and Tracey.

Grandma has pnemonia. If she dies after finding out that her fucking cancer is in remission which is supposedly not possible for this kind, I will flip. NOT FUCKING FAIR> Best fucking person I have ever met. She is in the hospital but did not want company tonight.

I hope Carol does not have cancer. That would not be fair at all. She is just starting to feel better.
That is two bad, where is the third?

Well like 4 more shittying things that I do not feel like bitching about right now, so that brings the total to a multiple of 3. Ta da.
S.
Boi
tst/scko gen
moi
I need a fucking vacation.
Previous post Next post
Up