Hello LJ peeps ( Read more... )

I'm in one of those i hate myself i hate my life i can't stand who i am or what i've become kind of moods ( Read more... )

Ok i've avoided writing any real entries... and here's gonna be a long ass and random one...

first off:

( Notes on SVU tonight )

I have been trying to plan out how to write this particular note/announcement/whatever for weeks now… Basically most of you know that I have been struggling with many issues and questions for a while, if I’m being honest I’ve been questioning basically everything for the past 4 years. This summer was meant to be the breaking point, the time in ( Read more... )

The things I want most.. the things I have spent so much time thinking about the past few weeks... are things that seem so simple... so general... so implied that you should have in life... so cliche ( Read more... )

Hey all... i'm back from my trip down the east coast to Western NC and back up... oy what a.. journey i guess ( Read more... )

For some reason that song is stuck in my head haha... it's a good song.. but still is a random one ( Read more... )

THe main reason I"m posting? Cuz FINALLY something has gone right in my life.. well not my life... just life in general.. anyway... i CANNOT tell you HOW happy I am that David Cook won American Idol... woooo hoooo!!!!! i was soooo close to tears adn was jsut... ah so happy!


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To all those that wished me a happy birthday and meant it, and those that were great friends and made my day memorable: thank you sooooooooooo much! Even if I didn't see you in person it meant it a lot to me!!! LOVE YOU!!!

And to be honest, need to send out a huge FUCK YOU to all those who made my day suck, and to those who couldn't even give me ( Read more... )