I have a long to do list and I'm frustrating myself with my inability to actually make myself do anything on it.  Lately I've been having a really hard time actually doing anything until the very last minute of "HAVE TO DO IT."  and i hate it.  It's like I'm trying to sabotage my own life ( Read more... )

so yeah. still alive.

( school )

Today I arrived at my school only to find out that they didn't know I was coming today. For about an hour there was a mad shuffle as the head teacher tried to figure out what to do with me. I doodled a lot on and in my trusty notebook and began digging through deathgaze lyrics in hopes of memorizing a few favorites in time for their next concert ( Read more... )

Thursday/Friday

Yesterday I was able to talk a friend (my best friend since...7th grade?) into going to a small concert with my in downtown spokane.  Spokane is only an hour drive a way, but sometimes it feels like visiting a foreign country.  Where's my Lonely Planet guide when I need it?  Definitely need a guide book to tell me where to go and who ( Read more... )