today i finished with the files and started taking patient files into the computer for the clinic. That thing is so repetitive i feel like a little machine working constantly and consistently in the same manner over...and over....and over again ( Read more... )

Not only did i crave the physical touch and presence of Garrison tonight....i also had one of my random night cravings for food ( Read more... )

i've had this dumb headache all day, took three of my pain pills over the course of the day. The headache has been jumping back and forth from one side of my head to the other, but it's mostly been stationary in the top...which is really annoying. The pain pills though make me feel good and rid me of the headaches, though i wish the headache would ( Read more... )

i almost forgot how much not eating after midnight sucked. I can't drink or eat anything until after everything and right now it's 12:08am and im starving! I shouldn't have been an idiot and left my pills over at Kail's house because right now i feel like i ate a couple of syringe needles and their poking my gut. UGH! and i can't drink anything so ( Read more... )

ya the pain is getting worse, i feel like my whole torso is now affected by the pain and all i wanna do is lie in bed and sleep it off. I thought i could eat solids, but come to find out the Hydrocodone i was taking for my headaches was covering up the pain in my abdomen so when i came off the pain killer i had horrid pain. my headaches seem to be ( Read more... )

i hope everyone had an awesome Thanksgiving woot, had a pretty good one so far, as of right now im camping out infront of Best Buy with 4 other guys (Izzy, Danny, Chris, and the Bean) lol im at home right now because i had to pee and get some hydrocodone....i will explain everything later. It's going to snow and there are 5 people packed into a 2 ( Read more... )

when i thought i was in the clear it hit me again....earlier today i was feeling fine and so i decided to clean my room since i had been neglecting it from being sick. While i was folding my clothes i got really light headed and had to lay down. I was really loopy while i was talking to Kail on the phone...non sensicle jibberish was all i was ( Read more... )

im in such a weird happy mood...mostly because im not feeling any pain at the moment, which is a nice break...i do get the occasional sudden jolt or ache of pain, but it quickly disperses. After talking with Kail on the phone i am now more determined than ever to get to Furry Fiesta, not only to meet awesome new people, but mostly to see him again ( Read more... )

i called the doctors office today to see if the tests came back......they have not called back. Im going to stop calling because i don't like playing this game and for some reason i feel like their getting annoyed with me calling so forget it. If i die before they call back my family can sue them or something.

im going to stop taking the abdominal ( Read more... )

i srsly was looking forward to something close to a real meal....boy was i surprised...and about to puke.

looks like im going back to slim fast ),: