Well, what can I say ( Read more... )

It's interesting, because after that realisation I think our friendship has gotten stronger ( Read more... )

It's been an emotional week. No I've been an emotional wreck this week ( Read more... )

A friend of mind back in early May or June, it's really bad of me that I can't remember when it happened. I don't think it's due to lack of care, I don't why I can't remember the date ( Read more... )

I'm so conflicted emotionally. I've reconnected with Paul! Who would have thought?! Last night rummaging through old emails from the early 2000s I got all nostalgic and I said to myself "just fucking do it! If he doesn't reply he doesn't reply but at least you tried ( Read more... )

Thoughts darken when I have too much time on my hands, then I tend to think and think and ponder and the whys and hows I got there gets all muddled up. It doesn't help me if I read back on old livejournal entries, especially of Paul.... even after so long it still hurts. Remembering him hurts alot. I do not think I would ever get over him ( Read more... )

I can't seem to find the perfect words to describe how he makes me feel. This stuff isn't easy, but give me some time and I will rustle something up...

neverwinter

Sometimes I wish I could take that feeling of depression away from him and I wish I could hug it out of him. But virtual hugs aren't the same as the real deal. I hope he is sleeping soundlessly right now and dreaming good dreams.

neverwinter

That's a nice name.... and an even nicer person has it.

~neverwinter

It is the not knowing that tears me apart inside ( Read more... )