Like a druggy, like I told you

[neverwinter]

Thoughts darken when I have too much time on my hands, then I tend to think and think and ponder and the whys and hows I got there gets all muddled up. It doesn't help me if I read back on old livejournal entries, especially of Paul.... even after so long it still hurts. Remembering him hurts alot. I do not think I would ever get over him.

I just have to keep my mind busy.

Thank God for boxsets on Netflix!

neverwinter