jealousy - different levels of tolerance depending on expectations; desire to be only object of desire, despite this being an unrealistic expectation; competing with faceless others? competing with ideal. insecurity. personal handicap ( Read more... )

( garbage )

*intense happiness*

i feel kind of defensive about my happiness and expressing it here, but i've got to have some sort of outlet.

I IS SO HAPPY!!!111!!

*wishes she could steal rah_bop's glee icon*

that's how i feel. really. truly. honestly.

and yes, it's all your fault dan <3 ( Read more... )

so after two days of feeling like shit, i finally feel better, having told both jason and dan how conflicted i've been feeling ( Read more... )

( being truthful with myself about multiple relationships )

i've been having a really nice time since moving back to california. it's funny, because i'm not really busy but i feel like i am, probably because i actually have a social life here. yes, me, social life ( Read more... )

I will greet this day with love in my heart. And how will I do this? Henceforth will I look on all things with love and be born again. I will love the sun for it warms my bones; yet I will love the rain for it cleanses my spirit. I will love the light for it shows me the way; yet I will love the darkness for it shows me the stars. I will welcome ( Read more... )

wow. you know, the last time i entered in this, i said i was happy. i wonder why, or even if i was really happy, or what happiness even means... but that's getting all deep there, ne ( Read more... )