Day 20
ok so i have been here for 20 days and i, homestly, am not getting alot. But i am trying to give this place a chance. I have hade a bad day, i got in a lot of trouble. My phos droped to 1.5 and i got in trouble for not eating. I am continueing to lose weight, so inlight of this i can no longer eat outside. I talked to the boy i like, and it went well, we got alot out there. He told me that he feels he understands me alot better, cause i told him why i do the thingd i do. Oh that is right i finnally know. so i guess this paclace has helped, a lil bit. So i am going to call him a 9:30 to resume our convo. So this day all i all has been very negative. But at snack i got a letter from cassandra that said "I belive in you" so that gives me a lil hope. so i am going to go. i am giving a ahout ou to the quatro. And to my good friend Jeremy, lov nigga ass!